He provides!

Yes, I know that He is Jehovah Jireh.
Yes, I know that I have nothing to fear in Him.
Yes, I know that His will is good.
Yes, I know that He calls me to Him in His own way.
Yes, I know that He forgives all my trespasses.
Yes, I know that He has an amazing plan in store for me.
Yes, I know a lot of things.
But, I am weak at heart.
I still tremble and fall apart.
Fear sprouts deep within my heart at the notion of serving Him.
Although I know life's ultimate goal is Him, knowing does not guarantee doing.
The simplest thought of giving myself to Him, surrendering my soul to Him, is both humbling and scary.
In that lies the meaning of life. In it lies His blessings.
Yet in me lie the pits of self-doubt and other weaknesses.

My prayer:
God give me strength.
My future is in Your hands.
You know me inside out.
Lead me in Your path.
Guide me with Your light.
Shine Your light on me.
Have pity on me.
Take me in Your embrace.
Carry me through hardships.
Mold me into the person after Your own heart.
Demolish my self-centeredness.
Show me how to surrender myself.
Teach me how to do everything for You.
Mentor me.
Instruct me on Your love and show me how to love You.
Give me the chances I need.
Have mercy, yet don't spare the rod.
Yes! I devote this life to You.
I may regret as a result of momentary weakness.
But, You reign supreme.
Call out to me in Your loving voice.
Let Your constant reassurances take me into the depths of the world.
Wherever You lead me, I will go.
Give me strength.
Let me remember that you are my God, my center.
This life is Yours, not mine.
You are my God, my Lord, my fort.
Outside of You, I have nothing.
I do not yearn this life, but the life in You.
This world is dead to me.
Oh Lord, let me always remember that You are number one.
You are the one and only reason I am alive.
This life is Yours.
This future is Yours.
Take me where You please.
Just remember that I am weak.
I need You.
Never cease speaking to me.
Let me be close to You.
There is no distance between You and me.
Let me respond with a loud "I love You Lord."