The missions trip is coming up. Somehow, it's something I'm not yearning for. Something deep within me is dreading a number of elements of this trip. I know that this emotion is not coming from God, but I cannot say that I am free from its shackles either.
Changes are things that I have difficulty accepting and this year's trip is full of changes.
Difference in work styles is also a challenge I must overcome.
It's gonna be an extremely bumpy ride, and I'm not sure if I'll see the end of it. I can't imagine that if I'm falling prisoner to these "changes", what will come of me in grad. school. I'm not anticipating either of these. I'm not enthusiastic about it, at all. God help me. God give me strength and courage and wisdom and faith and humility and so much, so much, so much more.
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