Lord, listen to my cries!

Lord, now is the time when I feel like surrendering. I don't know how I'll get through this. Yes, I guess I finally understand what it means to be lonely in this battle. Only after sharing my concerns with others did it really hit me that no one understands. No one sees eye to eye with me. The burden is so heavy and the journey is so lonely. Jesus you're there, but my faith is dying out. It really is. Can I say that I'm near my defeat? I don't know where I'm going to get the strength to persevere. The flame inside my heart is burning out. I see myself gearing up for a sprint away from God. Lord, how do I stop this? How do I find faith amid this pain? God, take this burden away from me. Give me peace when serving you. Teach me how to praise you during hard times. Have mercy!!! Listen to my cries of help. Respond Lord. Talk to me!